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Saturday, October 13, 2007
My towering stack of worry, anxiety, stress and hopelessness has collapsed along with my sanity and buried me under it.

NOTHING WORKS. Not food, not sleep, not JRock, not anything. I really really really feel dead. Isolation is calling out to me but so is my need to talk to friends. How?

That's all for my ranting... I want to be ignorant and spend my days aimlessly.

On much better news, Koga-chan (read: Gazette's manager) has been updating regularly. Good for him! If only he would stop using crappy online translators though.

Oh yes, I forgot to mention that my crit session falls on the day of Jiro's birthday and 12012's new single release (read: 17 October). I hope this means I have better luck on not dying on that day.

11:25 AM
counting on my fingers the tomorrows that won't disappear

;her

ANGLIA has an affiliation with the numbers seven and zero because her birthday is on the 7th day of the 10th month.
She is an official the GazettE six gun and an unofficial 12012 kazuko.
Visual Kei is her preference in music style, if you can't already tell from the above sentence.
As much as she likes graphic, interior & web design, she often wishes that she doesn't have to chase tight deadlines.
She thinks どーもくん is simply adorable, and can't understand why some people are not too fond of him.
Her thoughts involve RxR, dogs, ferris wheels and grey skies.

Ameba | LJ

;those

 • the GazettE ライブ
初ライブ： Ａ　Ｈｙｍｎ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　Ｃｒｕｃｉｆｉｘｉｏｎ
• DIM album
• 日本語 fluency
• Apartment of ultimate coolness
• A pet dog!
• the GazettE Tokyo Dome 2010
• The Nameless Liberty DVD
• the GazettE March 2012
• Tokyo 2013 / 2014

;them

 Adzlynn
Amylia - Blogger, LJ
Benedicta
Calista
Evan
Karissa
Natalie

Alfafa
Chew Yin
Eleanor
Jamie
Jonathan
Sok Hui

Grace
Huining
Misei - Ameba, LJ
Roycelyn - Blogger, LJ
Wayne - Blogger, FC2
Yuae - Blogger, LJ

12012 OHP
12012 Official Blog
12012 Blogs LJ
12012 Kazuko LJ
Gazette OHP
Gazette HERESY
Gazette Daily LJ
Gazette Heresy Geisha LJ
Gazette Media LJ
Gazette RTR LJ
Hydeist
JRock Humour LJ
JRock Scans LJ
L'Arc~en~Ciel OHP
Live.Net Radio
Oricon Style
V!NYL SYNDICATE
Visual Shoxx

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;it

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