To begin, I would like to declare that my mood swings are getting ridiculous. I don't know how to handle them, so I end up feeling uneasy all the time. Who knows how long this will last. Obviously I want this silly thing to end soon but it doesn't seem like that's going to happen.
My appetite has been worrying me since the start of the week. I feel hungry, but I don't feel like eating. Why? Somewhat disgusted by a lot of things, maybe. I have been thinking too much lately. Especially last night when I actually forgot to turn off the computer. Ahh. (Listening to JRock as you sleep is never a bad thing though.) So last night I mused on various things and eventually fell asleep while still drowned in my thoughts. I came to realize several facts about different things. Kind of depressing, yet enriching. I figured out why I've been very detached and listless nowadays. Either loneliness or outdated-ness in the Gazette/JRock world is the reason. Ha. Let's hope it's the latter.
Speaking of depressing stuff, I kind of regretted watching Samurai X: Reflections Director's Cut. It was too much for me. Thankfully there was NGE vol 9 to save the day. Kaworu x Shinji FTW man... As shocking as how BL found its way into NGE, it was amusing. Yes yes I love Kaworu so much that I don't care about what he does in the series. That boy is so jealous of Rei but it's all good because it's cute.
Since my semestral break has (unofficially) started, there will be plenty of time for personal projects. Hopefully I will be able to do these:
- watch NLSG
- watch MATPS
- complete that damn CADP assignment
- fanart/draw more!
- make a layout for my LJ
- organize the files/folders in my computer
- finish Wayne's layout (OMG way overdue!)
I suck at sticking to schedules, but maybe I have better luck this time round.
Well, what do you know? I feel less listless now. The power of manga is not to be under-estimated.
I think I will end this confusing entry here. Really, I apologize for the no-link and erratic points but I just had to say all of those. There are more in my head though I doubt you want to know them. Off I go to listen to Junjou Romantica drama CD and maybe Kai's Premium Radio again.
Wait, more random thoughts:
- why is Batsu not working?!
- I love Clarke Quay, don't you?
This is Kaworu. <3
